
every morning i wake up promising myself that i would study malay
but as usual i fail at that
anyway now i am thinking of which subject combination to take
PCME
BCME
PCMG
BCMG
hais:(
i have never felt so lost and helpless before. there are just so many things in my mind:(
ok, this year has been a roller coaster of emotions for me. i have lost the friends i used to think was close to me and really meant alot to me. i really miss the old times:(
1) i really miss the old you the one that i knew last year. you have really changed. you really want to fit in huh. it is sad how you forget the ones who stood by you last year. i really think those are people you have to treasure as they liked you for who you are and not what you seem to be. it really does not benefit you to be fake and try to fit in. your loss.
i promise tomorrow will be different. trust me i will REALLY treat you differently. I PROMISE. yeap
2) i really hate the way you flirt around. Is it your goal or something to know and talk to every single freaking guy? if it is, congrats cause you have reached yr goal! seriously, did you ever think why people actually ignore you huh? maybe it is because of your flirting. maybe it is because you desert yourself away from them. i dont know! what i do know is that i really miss the old you yeap:)
on a side note i am really sad about my results.
i know i passed and all and to me that was enough. but when i rethought about it, it really made me sad to think that i really put in alot of effort. i know it may not be as much as alot of people but i think i did put in enough effort to get higher marks. yeap it is really just sad.
but i cant really do anything about it. i tried promising myself that i will work hard for malay but nope i am not doing anything...
fuck man
maybe i was meant to be a failure after all
i am satisfied
so fucking hell shut up!

he is just awesome:)
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
DRINKING COKE ALMOST EVERYDAY:(
Coke is just the bomb:) haha although i heard it has alot of sugar and it will damage my body but it is just awesome:) COLD COKE WITH CRUSHED ICE is just awesome:)

day 3: A picture of you and your friends
I decided to take a picture that has most of our la night group:)
LANIGHT WAS JUST AWESOME:)
oh these are the people in TEAM AWESOME today
haha
awesome:)
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
OMG the last time i did this was like super duper long ago
like what before JCTS or Promos
anyway
i dont have a tumblr so Blogger then. well it was made by nicole and she wonderfully gave me this name. Sintantalizer was my old blog but i decided to abandon it yeap:) SO now it is this AWESOME BLOGNAME:)
charmainecharmaineblog.blogspot. com
i might actually consider moving:)
OMG
PROMOS IS OVER!!!Despite this year's promos being super duper sucky, i think i am gonna not think about it and slack until i cannot slack anymore:)
Yesterday:
Out with jasmine and Valdez
haha i am still thinking about the uncle who fell down
came home and watched 3 movies and then catched up on WOWP!
slept at 12
Today
Woke up at 8
omg i dont think i can wake up any later than that:(
Slacked till 12
watched tv
Went shopping:)
Hais there are so many things i want to do after promos:)
but i cant remember them now :(
nvm
BYE:)