i have never felt so lost and helpless before. there are just so many things in my mind:(

ok, this year has been a roller coaster of emotions for me. i have lost the friends i used to think was close to me and really meant alot to me. i really miss the old times:(

1) i really miss the old you the one that i knew last year. you have really changed. you really want to fit in huh. it is sad how you forget the ones who stood by you last year. i really think those are people you have to treasure as they liked you for who you are and not what you seem to be. it really does not benefit you to be fake and try to fit in. your loss.
i promise tomorrow will be different. trust me i will REALLY treat you differently. I PROMISE. yeap

2) i really hate the way you flirt around. Is it your goal or something to know and talk to every single freaking guy? if it is, congrats cause you have reached yr goal! seriously, did you ever think why people actually ignore you huh? maybe it is because of your flirting. maybe it is because you desert yourself away from them. i dont know! what i do know is that i really miss the old you yeap:)

on a side note i am really sad about my results.
i know i passed and all and to me that was enough. but when i rethought about it, it really made me sad to think that i really put in alot of effort. i know it may not be as much as alot of people but i think i did put in enough effort to get higher marks. yeap it is really just sad.
but i cant really do anything about it. i tried promising myself that i will work hard for malay but nope i am not doing anything...
fuck man
maybe i was meant to be a failure after all

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